AFTER DARK — DIARY: I Was Supposed to Ask Nicely
I Was Supposed to Ask Nicely
15 September 2026
I’m writing this from bed while Seunghoon is at his desk working on his crime novel.
I’m sore, we both smell like garlic, and yesterday got completely out of control.
I had a plan.
This is important because absolutely none of the plan happened.
For two days I had been thinking about my new bodyguard so much that it was becoming painful.
I thought about him when I was rehearsing. I thought about him when I was watching TV. I thought about him when I closed my eyes. I couldn't sleep because my head kept going back to him.
Memoir Excerpt: Wrestling Matches
Our wrestling matches had become way more physical.
And I know wrestling is physical by default.
But Seunghoon and I made them more than they should have been. The grabbing lasted longer than it needed to, hands sliding under t-shirts, fingers digging into skin. Unnecessarily long for a casual match.
I could feel his bulge against my thigh. He'd rub up on me, stay pressed there while I barely tried to get away.
I have no doubt a wrestling match would've turned into our first time if we weren't always getting interrupted.
Memoir Excerpt:Worst Timing Ever
"Worst timing imaginable. We were fucking in our yard. Thank god for those high walls giving us privacy. Right as Seunghoon was about to cum inside me, the food delivery guy shows up. Of course we couldn't stop, so Seunghoon screams "coming!" which could've meant either "wait for me" or "I'm literally cumming right now."
Memoir Excerpt: Remote Control
We were on holiday with Seunghoon, playing a board game I couldn't quite follow. Naturally, I lost, which meant he got to use our new toy on me, in public -a tiny sleek silicone butt plug with a remote control. We'd never tried anything like it before, and my body buzzed with anticipation as he worked it into me, the cool silicone warming quickly against my heat. The way it pressed against my prostate sent little sparks through me even before it was turned on
Memoir Excerpt: First Prostate Orgasm
The first time my prostate exploded was years ago. I was at my boyfriend's place in his bed, watching some horror movie. Then we started making out, which of course led to sex like it always does.
Been taking dick since I was sixteen, born to be on my stomach, legs spread. He was fucking me really hard, half on my side. Just spit, no lube. I was already an experienced bottom. A total 100% bottom born for it. I always enjoyed it so much, but that day something new unlocked.